For You, My Lovely Wife

Your angel face smiles at me
As the light suddenly fades away
Your heart will always be with me
Even though your death made me sway.

I wish I could be with you
Through this life and the next
However, I must wish you adieu
For your death has made me quite perplexed.

I seemed to have never known
How much you meant to me
But now I am alone
And your worth is what I now see.

Why did you have to leave me?
Oh, my dearest fallen angel
How can I lose you so easily?
Your end I wish was only a fable.

Bury my dreams in your casket
Bury my love into your heart
You stole my heart, you lovely bandit
Oh, how your beauty was a work of art!

I miss your sun-kissed brown hair
Your emerald eyes sparkling like stars
Your complexion was so fair
I can now only love you through these memoirs.

My thoughts will never brighten
Those convincers are so blind
My thoughts will never lighten
For they never see me cry from behind.

I could never see your death coming
Oh, how I wish it was foretold!
My poor, lovely being
I wish your life was in my control.

I will always feel grief
Never will I brighten to thoughts of Shangri-La
Even with attempts at relief
I will always be caught in this atra.

So many have given advice
Yet I can never understand them
They’re reasoning of your safety in Heaven they entice
But my feelings of your downfall still stem.

Why must the angels fall first?
I shall never know
You left me behind and now I have been accursed!
My need for you is still an incomprehensible thirst.

How can I help atone
For your quickly-ended life?
I must for the rest of my days live alone
Without you, my beautiful wife.

However, I suddenly come to realize
Your life has been valuable and meaningful
And I must apologize
For my words may have been hurtful.

Life must go on, as I now see
All things must be born and all things must die.
Change is eminent; it is what must be
There is no point of having me lie.

Dig up my poor sorrow
I shall let you live on in joy
I hope that I shall soon follow
Your love I hope to soon enjoy.

Dig up my own pain
Let me take it from you
You don’t deserve such bane
Your relief is what I want to be true.

Dig up my pathetic plights
To try and bring your image back to life
For you will always be my light
For you, I will continue living through this strife.

Your life has been filled with accomplishments
You have definitely reached your dreams in life
Your happiness was always my intent
And I must understand your meaning of life.

Your angel face now shines on me
High from the heavens above
Destined to always watch me
You are the guardian angel that I love.

I know that you are always in my heart
And I shall live on through your soul
You shall be my guardian angel; that is your part
And with that, I shall be made whole.

I will always love you, my dear,
Though I think we shall not meet again my little dove, my sweet
Only when I die shall you again appear
And that, my love, shall be a treat.

You are gone, yet you are still mine.
How I love to feel your bliss!
I now know that you are fine
But you are the one I will always miss.

Your beauty still sparkles in my eye
Your looks are still majestic in my mind
You shine like the night sky
To you I am still bind.

Even in this darkness, you shall still be my light
I will follow you until the day I die
You, my angel, dressed in white
Shall be the one to which I will fly.

Now it suddenly becomes clear
By my perception of the lessons of belief
You will always be near
And that will always bring me relief.